Those sleepless nights

the other day, after dinner…as we walked home…
i suddenly realised how sweet and loving you are.
for myself, there is still slightest jealousy, yet i didnt make it known.
as i see you walked away, i continued my journey under the rainy night.
it was cold and i felt pathetic.
yet i send you off with my eyes.
in my [...]

Continous Laziness

Seriously, some people ought to get their fucking ass up and start working.
don’t assume people will do it.
i have the urge to just put my name only.
should i do that?
these people, making use of friends, to get their needs.
i was so ashamed to face other people now, after knowing what they had did.
seriously, you and [...]

Puppet

Don’t you realise that you are like a puppet, moving your body according to her wishes?
You do things according to her specifications, her speed, her expectations.
You agree to some (well, it’s most actually) of her requests.
But on the countary,
does she ever do the same thing to you?
the answer is no.
so why bother?
as always, there is [...]

Audience

In every show, there are bound to be audiences.
In every fight, there are bound to be “people who watches the show and provides unconstructive comments”
these people…. i have seen them all.
i can see them buzzing around us, talking and also poking their noses into everything that does not matter to them.
sometimes, they need to know, [...]

Protected: No Title

There is no excerpt because this is a protected post.

Disappointments

I’m extremely disappointed with people.
You may say that you are not taking any stand; but your actions have already proved your decision.
Many years of friendship; you chose this path.
What have I got to say?
Your “so called” friends; seriously are not even fit to be. As a friend, if you see that the other party is [...]

Worries

My worries about lots of stuffs start to set in.
worry about studies.
worry about friends.
especially friends.
i dont wish to let them fall under the hands of “evil person”
they are all mesmerized by that evil person already.
i guess, she is the only one now with a clear mind.
i gotta talk to you soon, dog’s best friend.
more friends [...]

BREAK!

I need a break,
seriously..
though my so called “break” had just ended for one week already.
every time i see you in school, i just get angry. it was kinda of weird.
your face just reminds me of a punching bag.
now, i can only focus on my assignments.
depending on others? might as well depend on myself.
some people are [...]

Pictures Galore (updating in process)

Self-Motivate

Doing Calculus Paper

Zi-pai-ing

Waiting for turn to come

Sir Raja & his name

Bowling with STC people. I am the WINNER!

Both are ingredients for Tiramisu.

Looks yummy.

Oat Crumble with Wild Berries & Blueberries

Irene brought Chocolate Fondue to work. Yuexin and I get to enjoy at L2
While the rest don’t. Muahaha!

Sunset, one of my personal favorite. Took it at Pasir [...]

Rising Concerns over IT

I began to hate it.
Hate the people in it.
perhaps this wasn’t the right path to be in.
i was blinded by them.
i swear if i chose another path;
i would at least,
be so much…
happier….
lesson no 1: never be blinded by them. follow your thoughts; follow your dreams, that will eventually be the key to your happiness.
lesson no [...]